segunda-feira, 19 de março de 2018

Zodiac Hell

A little more than 1 year has passed and still remember everything about you. I still remember how you used to say my name to annoy me, the way you complaint how I felt like a radiator, the way you got scared so easily when I spoke out of nowhere, or you screaming my name by my window so I could throw you the key.
I still remember our favorite vegetarian coffee shop, and how we used to go there almost every Sunday and had the same meal. I still remember how funny was going to the vintage shops with you and try all the weird clothes. I still remember how good of a mixologist you were, and how drunk used to be by the end (or the beginning sometimes) of the night.
I still remember our arguments in the middle of the street, both drunk and crying. I still remember how much I cried at the airport on our first goodbye. And I still remember how painful was the last goodbye we had at the airport, which was the last one for good.
I also remember you asking me to be your boyfriend on the kitchen floor and how happy I was by saying yes, and of course I remember you checking my sober answer for the same question the next morning, and how it kept the same. I still remember our valentine's dinner on that vegan/vegetarian place or all of our dinners on my bedroom floor, and how much I loved you back then.  
Back then, nowadays, it is still the same, I still love you the same way, even after all that time.
I can remember all of that so well because I think about you everyday before I sleep or after I wake up, and you are not next to me. Because I think about you every time I see a drama movie and thinking that it could have been us. And, maybe the worst, because I still think about you when I'm kissing someone, or having sex with someone and I realize it is not you and how much I wish it was.

I still love you, and probably will do for a long time (or even maybe forever)

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